Taking Off

You become My Strength, My Hope and My Love of My Life that always on My Side..

You've always been there for me when things go wrong or life goes up's and down..

But Now My Life have change a lot.. It's more like i am flying with 1 wing in the Sky..

Can't keep my balance and always fall's down everytime i take off to the Sky..

Many months have past but still i can't fly to the sky freely and with ease..

Because i was blinded by the pain inside this heart of Mine..

Regrets does not help me heal the pain but people around me gives me Strenght

to Continue living and continue searching the half of my wings to fly again..

Your Memories won't fade in me because i will treasure it for the rest of My Life..

Saying Goodbye

Dhong tungkol doon sa nangyari last Saturday...xenxa na kung hindi kita hinatid or nagalit man ako...dami mo pala gus2 mo na gawin ko at ayaw mo na gagawin ko...eh sana since tao lang naman ako..marunong ka ring magsabi...wag mo akong gawing mahuhula dhong..kc ordinary tao lang naman ako...

alam mo dhong simple lang naman hinihiling ko sau dhong..sana marunong kang mangamusta kahit sa text lang..yun lang naman kadali dba...iwan ko bah bakit talagang hindi mo magawa2 at ang daming mong dahilan.. kaw lang talaga ang person na hindi nauubusan ng dahilan...

Tungkol naman doon sa mga gus2 mo..about meeting ups sa mga side mo..wag mo sanang isipin na hindi ko kaya yun gawin..kaw lang talaga inaantay ko na magyaya...saka yung iniisip mo na dapat ako yung magpunta?hindi yun pwede since 1st weekend nyo work parin kayo(Disturbo lang ako sa clinic nyo)..2nd kung hindi pwede yung gus2 mo last time na magpunta ako sa inyo kc ako yung nagyaya sa barkada..hindi pwedeng basta2 ko nalang sila iiwan..buti sana sila yung nagyaya...

Lastly, I am now building up so much regrets even though i am trying to convince my self not to..beside, this is truth about relationship..I have to risk something just to express what i have for you..you know what? i have so many thing i want to share with you and get close to you step by step..but i don't know why you always far from me..I guess you have your own world that i am not welcome there..even sharing you my world won't work for you..So hard! Now that i realized my self what your little sister said to me about something in you..but i lied to her that i know you better...i guess i am pretty dumb there...because the truth i didn't even know you better than her..and that's because you didn't let me know you..you always hide something that you are afraid of...well it's your right...

Hope you had a good time as always..stay pretty..


P.S.
After you read this message..kindly reply to me even a single word..that i may know you have receive it and your aware..because by that time i will cut every connection we have and kindly do that also to me...in that way i can move forward and let the pain heal in it's time..I do love you and that's the truth hope you find someone that you will give your best!

Bye2
John Donayre(Inday)

Tear's of Sad

well this is just a simple ache that i just want to speak out... it begin's like this... i thought i found the love the i ever-ever wait for so long time,in the first it goes smooth, there are joy,happiness,so much love....it so happen that there is always a test, test that will know how tough are you...so i face it just like other man's do....it's just a piece of cake that i say,but the real test is just began...and now i'm facing the first step of the test!,,and i can almost say to my self that i quit!!(that's what i said to my mind)....but i still holding on b'cuz i don't want to lost again the love that i build on....so i try to ask my self again and again....!..wheather i quit and forget everything i started or hold on and hope for the brighter tommorow....for i know that days have ends and test have no real edge to cut it off...well that's i can say that is life no real meaning unless you search it, of why you live, what is the reason you live, and how love affects your life most.....uuu

Tear's of Sad

well this is just a simple but ache that i just want to speak out... it begin's like this... i thought found the love the i ever-ever wait for so long time,in the first it goes smooth, there are joy,happiness,so much love....it so happen that there is always a test, test that will know how tough are you...so i face it just like other man's do....it's just a piece of a cake that i say,but the real test is just began...and now i'm facing the first step of the test!,,and i can almost say to my self that i quit....but i still holding on b'cuz i don't want to lost again the love that i build on....so i try to ask my self again and again....!..wheather i quit and forget everything i started or hold on and hope for the brighter tommorow....for i know that days have ends and test have no real edge to cut it off...well that's i can say that is life no real meaning unless you search it, of why you live, what is the reason you live, and how love affects your life most.....uuu

Tear's of Joy

It is just my day that makes everything perfect, it's a happiness that i feel inside of me that is gonna come out of me or over flow. Joy that i felt is the joy that is refering to my past memories that tries to compare the present memories that i make.

Tear's of Love

No one seems to know what is inside man's mind, despite of all it's problem of what ever it may come, it still create an imagination of something that makes it sense for him. will it is so very hard to understand if your not that type of man but who knows that kind of man fits you up.hehehe.

but i believe that who ever think's that you are something for them, they are not refering who you are total but insted they only know the part of totaly you...
will it's only may blog who ever think's that me is something that something is just some of the whole of me....

thank's for your time...................