Tear's of Sad

well this is just a simple but ache that i just want to speak out... it begin's like this... i thought found the love the i ever-ever wait for so long time,in the first it goes smooth, there are joy,happiness,so much love....it so happen that there is always a test, test that will know how tough are you...so i face it just like other man's do....it's just a piece of a cake that i say,but the real test is just began...and now i'm facing the first step of the test!,,and i can almost say to my self that i quit....but i still holding on b'cuz i don't want to lost again the love that i build on....so i try to ask my self again and again....!..wheather i quit and forget everything i started or hold on and hope for the brighter tommorow....for i know that days have ends and test have no real edge to cut it off...well that's i can say that is life no real meaning unless you search it, of why you live, what is the reason you live, and how love affects your life most.....uuu