Saying Goodbye
Dhong tungkol doon sa nangyari last Saturday...xenxa na kung hindi kita hinatid or nagalit man ako...dami mo pala gus2 mo na gawin ko at ayaw mo na gagawin ko...eh sana since tao lang naman ako..marunong ka ring magsabi...wag mo akong gawing mahuhula dhong..kc ordinary tao lang naman ako...
alam mo dhong simple lang naman hinihiling ko sau dhong..sana marunong kang mangamusta kahit sa text lang..yun lang naman kadali dba...iwan ko bah bakit talagang hindi mo magawa2 at ang daming mong dahilan.. kaw lang talaga ang person na hindi nauubusan ng dahilan...
Tungkol naman doon sa mga gus2 mo..about meeting ups sa mga side mo..wag mo sanang isipin na hindi ko kaya yun gawin..kaw lang talaga inaantay ko na magyaya...saka yung iniisip mo na dapat ako yung magpunta?hindi yun pwede since 1st weekend nyo work parin kayo(Disturbo lang ako sa clinic nyo)..2nd kung hindi pwede yung gus2 mo last time na magpunta ako sa inyo kc ako yung nagyaya sa barkada..hindi pwedeng basta2 ko nalang sila iiwan..buti sana sila yung nagyaya...
Lastly, I am now building up so much regrets even though i am trying to convince my self not to..beside, this is truth about relationship..I have to risk something just to express what i have for you..you know what? i have so many thing i want to share with you and get close to you step by step..but i don't know why you always far from me..I guess you have your own world that i am not welcome there..even sharing you my world won't work for you..So hard! Now that i realized my self what your little sister said to me about something in you..but i lied to her that i know you better...i guess i am pretty dumb there...because the truth i didn't even know you better than her..and that's because you didn't let me know you..you always hide something that you are afraid of...well it's your right...
Hope you had a good time as always..stay pretty..
P.S.
After you read this message..kindly reply to me even a single word..that i may know you have receive it and your aware..because by that time i will cut every connection we have and kindly do that also to me...in that way i can move forward and let the pain heal in it's time..I do love you and that's the truth hope you find someone that you will give your best!
Bye2
John Donayre(Inday)
alam mo dhong simple lang naman hinihiling ko sau dhong..sana marunong kang mangamusta kahit sa text lang..yun lang naman kadali dba...iwan ko bah bakit talagang hindi mo magawa2 at ang daming mong dahilan.. kaw lang talaga ang person na hindi nauubusan ng dahilan...
Tungkol naman doon sa mga gus2 mo..about meeting ups sa mga side mo..wag mo sanang isipin na hindi ko kaya yun gawin..kaw lang talaga inaantay ko na magyaya...saka yung iniisip mo na dapat ako yung magpunta?hindi yun pwede since 1st weekend nyo work parin kayo(Disturbo lang ako sa clinic nyo)..2nd kung hindi pwede yung gus2 mo last time na magpunta ako sa inyo kc ako yung nagyaya sa barkada..hindi pwedeng basta2 ko nalang sila iiwan..buti sana sila yung nagyaya...
Lastly, I am now building up so much regrets even though i am trying to convince my self not to..beside, this is truth about relationship..I have to risk something just to express what i have for you..you know what? i have so many thing i want to share with you and get close to you step by step..but i don't know why you always far from me..I guess you have your own world that i am not welcome there..even sharing you my world won't work for you..So hard! Now that i realized my self what your little sister said to me about something in you..but i lied to her that i know you better...i guess i am pretty dumb there...because the truth i didn't even know you better than her..and that's because you didn't let me know you..you always hide something that you are afraid of...well it's your right...
Hope you had a good time as always..stay pretty..
P.S.
After you read this message..kindly reply to me even a single word..that i may know you have receive it and your aware..because by that time i will cut every connection we have and kindly do that also to me...in that way i can move forward and let the pain heal in it's time..I do love you and that's the truth hope you find someone that you will give your best!
Bye2
John Donayre(Inday)
posted by Stop War and Make Love at 2:40 PM
0 comments
